Not gonna get me down

So I'm supposed to be going out tonight with my brother and his friend. A part of me wants to go. I love the nightlife, people watching, good drinks. But the other part of me isn't too thrilled to be going to a club full of "beautiful people" who will bring my self esteem to and even lower low.

However, I decided to suck it, go buy myself something nice and make the best of it. So I go to Loehman's found some cute pants for cheap - in the WOMENS section. Got them home and.... they don't fit!

So now I'm feeling like crap. I can tell myself that its because the designer doesn't know a 16 from a 24. That they were just sized wrong. That I know I've lost weight so don't take it personally. But I still feel kinda sad.

This just makes me feel that this is all for nothing. I might as well but a quart of Starbucks Carmel Mocha ice cream and watch the 2 hour Grey's Anatomy tonight.

*sigh* I don't know what to do? I don't have anything to wear! ARGH!

Stay Tuned....